At first, because I thought you would make fun of me. And then, I don’t know. I wasn’t trying to keep it from you. I play piano well and I like making mixes because of the math involved, and you’re an artist... But I still wasn’t trying to keep it from you. We’ve had so much to talk about.
Now I know you wouldn’t have! But I always thought you were making fun of me at first, before we really did this. And you almost never were. So I’m sorry I made those assumptions.
I wish you wouldn’t put yourself down so much. You can talk about what’s bothering you or what you need and it doesn’t make you a baby. Even if it gets weird you’re still the person I want to talk to above anyone else.
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Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 03:25 am (UTC)My love!
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 03:34 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 03:38 am (UTC)About the music?
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 03:39 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 03:52 am (UTC)At first, because I thought you would make fun of me. And then, I don’t know. I wasn’t trying to keep it from you. I play piano well and I like making mixes because of the math involved, and you’re an artist... But I still wasn’t trying to keep it from you. We’ve had so much to talk about.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:02 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:04 am (UTC)Now I know you wouldn’t have! But I always thought you were making fun of me at first, before we really did this. And you almost never were. So I’m sorry I made those assumptions.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:08 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:09 am (UTC)To be fair to you, I’m a pretty defensive guy. Why do you think you were abrasive?
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:31 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:33 am (UTC)And then it happened.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:34 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:34 am (UTC)Neither could I. I was scared of that too.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:39 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:40 am (UTC)You weren’t really. I don’t think you were ever all that rude or unkind.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:43 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:44 am (UTC)Possibly. But I don’t like you blaming yourself.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:49 am (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 04:51 am (UTC)You’re excellent to me now. The best I could ask for. Better than.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 02:32 pm (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 08:44 pm (UTC)I wish you wouldn’t put yourself down so much. You can talk about what’s bothering you or what you need and it doesn’t make you a baby. Even if it gets weird you’re still the person I want to talk to above anyone else.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 08:54 pm (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 08:58 pm (UTC)Yes. Every time you talk about your feelings. You might hate having feelings more than I do.
Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 09:03 pm (UTC)Re: Sam
Date: 2019-04-30 09:10 pm (UTC)Well, I pay extraordinarily close attention to you.
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