nola_quicksilver | (no subject)

nola_quicksilver

I'm thinking of getting this as my next tattoo. Thoughts, opinions?

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nola_quicksilver

He's good. He's buying geeky little chess pieces that look like X-Men and other people we know if our old lives. It's weird and cute, like him.

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nola_jeangrey

That’s so weird and cute. I know you’re not even a little doing this for me so it’s weird of me to say, but thanks for being there for him.

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nola_quicksilver

I'm 100% doing this for me, but the more people who care about him, the better.

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nola_jeangrey

I’ll probably care from afar, but I care. I’m really happy you guys are good though!

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nola_quicksilver

Is it weird for you, seeing us?

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nola_jeangrey

Not you. Sam.

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nola_quicksilver

I kind of meant us being a couple, but I got you.

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nola_jeangrey

Yeah, that’s weird. I get jealous even though I’m not interested, and I don’t like that jealousy. And I don’t get your life, and so probably we know very different Scotts. And I’m never going to be who he wants me to be. And where I’m from, we were just definitely going to fall in love, but where you’re from we were married or whatever, and I died on him or whatever. And I don’t know how to navigate that. It’s overwhelming and confusing and upsetting. For both of us probably. So it’s not even that he’s with you, it’s just that we know each other in ways and feel things for each other that don’t even match. I don’t know what to do about it.

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nola_quicksilver

I really feel you, to some extent. I'm going through some of that with Dani, who feels so much like my sister sometimes and not at all the rest of the time. It's a mind fuck and a hard one, and I'm sorry it's happening at all to any of us.

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nola_jeangrey

It’s so hard. For all of us. I don’t know how to make it better.

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nola_quicksilver

I don't know if there's a way to make it better. I'm not going to look at Dani and not almost see my Wanda. And you're not going to look at Sam and not think of your Scott.

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nola_jeangrey

And he’s not going to look at me and not see a whole life I don’t know.

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nola_quicksilver

But sometimes it's good to have extra incentive to make the most of a fresh start. Maybe you wouldn't have this connection with Dani if Scott had been your Scott.